Yes! Writing this entry actually makes me feel resurrected! It's been months since my last post! I haven't got much to share but looking back, it's amazing to realize how many changes have occurred just within the days I haven't written.
Well, let's talk about life, my life to be exact. Hahaha... Well, I'm not exactly a rock that sits all day oblivious of everything, but hey who says rocks are that lifeless and boring? Don't they have mosses and molds and all that green stuff growing on them after a while?
Alright before YOU, yes you, my patient reader thinks I'm some kind of mind wandering, totally crazy person, I have to clear that my musings actually follow a train of reason. What I mean is no matter how much you try to keep yourself safe and grounded, that is, no matter how hard you try to remain within your comfort zone, life will still manage to continually surprise, er.. strike or even stun you!
Well, lately with the kind of work environment I'm in (clue: it smells of alcohol and a thing they call sterilium) I have been feeling like a human fired off a cannon. Funny? Oh yes!!! I mean, my work is becoming so much of a challenge to both my mind and my nerves and many times I just swallow my fear and I try to function as best as I can.
Isn't life like that? Sometimes we encounter a situation that makes us long to just run away. Our fears and worries bring us images of a soft, warm bed and a coaxing mother or a bowl of hot soup to go with some other comfort food. We just need to feel SAFE, like nothing can harm us. Oh yes, it feels nice to have no more responsibilities!
Anyway, I'm still very much alive! Yes, I'm a survivor! Yet, I must admit that it is very tiring to think of having to survive each day...
Wait! I do not want anybody to form an idea that I'm living miserably. It's just all these changes and my struggle to live my own kind of life; to know my purpose and direction while trying to function effectively day after day.
WE RAISE TO GOD: Life and Death
I could never end today's blog entry without mentioning that the mother of some very close people to me died yesterday.
"She was old and fragile, very thin, with only her bones to feel under her wrinkled skin.Many times her mind failed her; all those names and details and even the simplest things of everyday, oh yes, she was too old to remember. Yet she was a mother. And who, for that faithful loving word and title that says it all could question the grief and sorrow that we all fail to communicate and understand?"
So I say that to God we raise all these issues and feelings. Only He truly understands. Only He truly cares and only He can make everything alright. He can reach our loved ones in that dimension where we are all clueless and powerless. He keeps them safe there, this I know. God has a special place for everyone. Far from the toils, hardships, hunger and self- pity that we experience in this world, that loving place that God keeps for us is waiting."
Jesus is the resurrection and the life. Those who died even if they died will live! Oh yes Jesus! In YOU we put our hope, faith and trust!
To God be eternal glory! We love YOU Jesus!
My blog entry is dedicated to the life and soul, rest and happiness of Bella Polido.
